Sorry but that's not okay when you pretend it's alright. You can't walk a path when you're still standing still and I think you left your feet behind you. I'd suggest opening up your chest and checking that you still have your heart because I think you locked it up back at home so it wouldn't become a nuisance but if you ask me you're prettier when its sewn on your sleeve. Sure it's intriguing when I can't find it and sure I want to sit with you until I have an accurate sketch of what I deduce your heart to look like but that's me being mystified by something that doesn't exist anywhere but my head. Stop giving us the opportunity to build that image and instead draw the real thing on your forehead so no one can be mistaken. Because I knew you when your face was happy and I knew you when people noticed your heart as you walked down the street but now I see people wonder and I don't think it's because you like that. I think it's because you're not aware and I was there and I didn't know but being aware and understanding to the best of your ability is a wondrous thing, try it out.