maybe this helped someone. It helped me. Advice? Risk it. let go of your fears and put your heart out there no matter how many times it gets hurt. You still have to guard your heart but be honest about it to yourself and once you know you are being honest with yourself I think it is worth sharing with whoever puts in an effort to hear it. a good friend of mine says "Sometimes guarding you heart means giving a piece of it to someone who can protect it better than you can." - Chantel Charis Davis
I don't know why I wrote this or why I'm sharing it but I send my love and prayers to be genuine.
// l.b.